Wait

I have been waiting.
I have been waiting everyday.

But it all turns out to be disappointment.
I gave it another chance.
"Nevermind, we try again."
It stares at me, silently.

People used to tell me,
that I just expecting too much.
Less expectation, and there would be more happiness.
Besides that, it may turns up some surprise.

Everyday, I stand and observe.
Nothing Happen.
Many people trusted that there would be miracle happens on them.
I believe miracle too, just that I knew that it won't befall on me.
I suppose it was too busy as many people was expecting him to do something.
So, what I can do is to be on my own, to make it less workload on him.
I can't be expecting too much, I doesn't pay him.

Once more.
May be I put on the first step.
May be I sound it out, loudly?

Nothing.
Still Nothing.

I guess it was what happen to others who is around.
They tried. they shouted, they screamed, they cried, they fighted.
Until someday they no longer heard, no longer touched, no longer felt.

The people no longer believe in the fairies.
That's why it never seen again.
There is when the lost of trust and faith.
Where we lost the myth and spirits.

The stories may be still, yet, tell.
But we call it Illusion and Imagination.
Or perhaps Invention and Copyright.

I have been waiting.
But, may be not anymore.