2009/06/25

Free Food Hunting

Tight Budget.
I guess to save up some of my living cost,
I am going to attend *every session of the coming commencement of NUS.

Things to bear in mind:
1) The aim is food fighting.
2) Do not wear too formal, as will get some attentions; Do not over under-dressed either, it catches even more attentions.
3) Timing is very important. Don't attend to the event too early, as they just keep saying things on the stage, and you see people walk on the stage, taking the roundy thingy and walk down again, wearing some funny blue blouses.
4) Again timing is very important, look at the TV outside, and around everyone is coming out, the balloons fall down, it is the time. Quickly rush to the buffet tables, start queing, you will see the servants starting to unveil the food, on the fire. Once they done, you can start grab your paper plates and plastic fork...
5) Do go say "Congraduation" to the graduates, don't make it too obvious you are there just merely for food, although you are.
6) If you don't have anyone familiar in the session, you should bring a camera,
then act like you are photo taking around the event. At least you are not a nobody.
7) Don't stay too lengthy either, as the graduates have too much people to serve, parents, friends, coursemates, boyfriends who is holding the ugly graduation lions, some forever friends graduation bears,or some fluffy flower dolls. They then go photo-taking, graduation throw, and even go out to the "I WAS HERE" landmark. Trust me, no one will notice your leaving, even they do, they are too busy to hold you.
8) If you are fast and hungry enough, you can go for a second round.
The more you eat, the more you save, the more you help the environment with food wastage.
9) Staying in Kuok Foundation House and Raffles Hall is the best location, then you can wake up-goto commencement-go back and nap-goto commencement-go back and play facebook-goto commencement-sleep.
10) The free food hunting is starting on 6-July-2009 to 14-July-2009, there will be 21 sessions overall, subject to a saving around SGD60
11) In recent pheonomenon, you may like to wear a N95 mask to come over. It is nice to have at least a photo with everyone wearing a N95 mask, who knows you will get into the cover story of The Straits Times?
12) This kixiao who writing this blog graduate on the day of 11-July-2009, 10am, welcome you to conduct this practice on the session, please come punctually around 11.30pm instead. What is good is that it is a Saturday.
13) You should know that it helds at the University Cultural Center(UCC) hall
14) If you want to wear formal for this kixiao's commencement, tower block 8th floor got iron table, Eusoff, Termasek laundry also have it.
15) Spare a plate for me, please. For gratitute I providing you this experience-talk.
16) Do bring a wide angle camera, I duno who designed that "I WAS HERE", you will never able to take the whole scene with the people's face clearly displayed.

2009/06/24

给失意的自己

难免总有失意时。
会怨天尤人、眼前望去孤立无援。

若怪自己倒霉,却太不负责任;
若说咎由自取,却忿忿不平。

泄气、愤怒、怪别人不体谅。
解决不了事情。徒然显得自己小家子气、胆小如鼠。
平心静气下来,至少攒得个轻松傲然。
怡然自得,谈笑间,樯橹灰飞烟灭,
靠的是经验、知识、努力、独具慧眼寻找机会突破的眼光,
总有那衰到贴地却还剩余嘅点点运气:
还是会有可以向着对方微笑的人。

运滞你,人睇衰你,但係自己唔可以唔争气。

就算天地不容,也要挺胸抬头。

2009/06/22

寻房日记之SMS Record

"Hi Cazen,
I have this unit,
blk 512, 5A, 4 room,
Nice house, good location
2.2k nego"

"Good Locations?
Have Starbucks ard?"

"I try check for you..."

"No."

"oh...nvm thn, can help me
to seek for a Starbuck nearby?"

"Ok... I try..."

"Cazen, do u guys wish 2 consider
a EM, Blk 656, walk to MRT, high rise,
of coz, STARBUCKS...2.3k nett
viewing can arrange at 7.00pm to 7.30pm"

"Sure. OK"

"Hi, Blk 656 just taken, later inform
you again of other relevant blks."

"Oh mine..."

"Near to Starbucks is a heat, have to be fast,
you see."

"Ok, thanks again. I can wait."

"Hi Cazen, 2 units here, 3+1 b650c Furn, High fl,bus int.
2.2k nego; 3+1 blk 412 corner w recess, high, #7,
asking 2.3k, either 1 yr or 2 yr lease"

"What abt Starbucks?"

"blk 412"

"ok, I will view it, this evening?"

"Ok, I arrange for you."

"Just this noon blk 412 were bid for 2.4k,
once viewed by a family, another a batch of students,
it is still open for viewing, may be you have to raise higher"

"Oh mine...fine... 2.5!!!!"

"Sry, just before I do, the family bid at 2.5k"

"oh no..."

"But actually you don't even viewed it,
I try another unit for you later perhaps?"

"Who cares, as long as got Starbucks?"

"K. will keep you posted."

"But actually how about unclecafe
instead of Starbucks?"

"No...unclecafe he only drinks milk tea,
N-O-T sel-ling-cof-fee...|||"

2009/06/20

尋房日記

好屋子跟好女人一樣
你沒本事但有人有本事
你不快手一點 就被人把掉了

2009/06/15

宅男的Pet Society日志


我們誰也別說話
讓我靜靜地呆在這里就好

好嗎?

宅男的電話日記

宅男和世界聯系的途徑,除了兩只腳,電腦,就剩下電話。



















郁悶....到底及時才會有像這樣的電話:








p/s: WCEO is Washroom Cleanliness Ensurement Officer

2009/06/10

客串金魚佬

由于多人投訴粵語書寫太難讀,下來會努力用回華語書寫。
但難免仍會不時爆出一些粵語語法(誠因本人走火入魔),敬請見諒。

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時勢迫人。
眼望著ATM機上不斷下降的數字。
你就會明白壓力是怎么回事。
就連我這樣吊兒郎當,不務正業的軟骨頭
最后還是經不起現實社會對道德的洗禮。(就因為是軟骨頭...)
象牙塔里學的道德,算什么?
從金魚缸里面出來,奄奄一息時,你就明白什么叫做向現實低頭。
未成名前,誰管你做過什么?
成了名后,那怕你曾經放過一篤奇臭無比的屁,
再把那篤屁氣封在一個發霉的瓶子里腌,
到時拿出來,只怕會有美女說那里有酒的香味!
(隨之下來的是美女暈死過去,紅顏薄命,不勝感概)

我決心不擇手段,只要發財,
管他的 行街睇戲食飯撩女仔 十惡不赦的罪惡,我都干!
(這是哪門子的十惡不赦?)

找有錢太太當小白臉。--沒創意。
在街頭假扮成乞丐。--會被美女看到,不屌。
跳鋼管舞給Aunty們看。-- 巴士上啊?

反復思量,要給美女們一個良好印象,又要無本生利。
我想到了一個完美的計劃:
Animal Fund Raising
這么一來,我就變成了為保護動物而付出努力的義務份子~
有形象,有道德,而且動物最容易引起美女的同情心!
(老兄,你的目標到底是騙錢還是騙美女啊?=.=)

為了一個謊言,我們往往要制造更多的謊言。
-我第一步先用A4制造了一個團體義工的證明,然后在簽名處畫了一只烏龜。
-買了一個Folder。
-在網上下載了無數個動物被殘害的照片,把它們分類成數頁。
-買了一個Name Tag,
-用六塊錢洗了Passport Size的照片。
-繪制一個像模像樣的Logo。
由于豬流感最近突然崛起,我決定用豬來做Logo。

買了一套西裝,這樣看起來比較專業,另外出現在美女的面前的時候也比較帥。
每進行一步, 我就像是向我頻臨泯滅了良知劃多了毀滅性的一刀。
一步一地獄。
最后萬劫不復。
但我已經豁出去了,為了要交的房租,
為了只要夠錢在PC Show買1TB的External Harddisk。
良知何價?
我還要到PC Show看Show Girl。

整裝待發。我出門去了。
拿著一堆可愛的動物鎖匙圈。
拿著Folder,第一面有我的照片。
然后搭著巴士到MRT站,在出口處開始我的全盤計劃。

第一個來的是一個Aunty。
"I am from XXX society, .... you see the animal is treated very cruely, we are having a protest, at the same time raising fund to have this project on-going... you see, I am not pushing you to donate, but is to raise awareness......."
Aunty 呆了半響,把老花眼鏡拉了下來斜上看著我:“籌款系無?”
我顯得一臉尷尬:"系...系啊 Aunty,十蚊,跟住我會俾你呢個公仔鎖匙圈喇...”
Aunty一臉不耐煩:“十蚊啊?你講得易,家下啲人都唔知點解,舊時我地就有幾多捐幾多,而家連捐個錢都有Bottom line...十蚊甘易俾得出黎咩,你地啲后生真係唔知搵食艱難...我捐完你十元,落到街口又遇到個要捐殘廢人士嘅,都唔知點算好...最近聽講大馬仲有人魚目混珠,呃人話系籌款...”
聽著Aunty那羅嗦到爆的肺腑之言,我只能干瞪眼,死命點頭,心想著:“妳要講到幾時啊?”
Aunty又想了一下:“五蚊唔得啊?”
“唔好意思啊,Aunty,真系唔得吖,我地每人都Register甘多只公仔,除非啲公仔出,唔系唔收得錢,你知喇,家下扮籌款啲老千多,有啲又打釜頭...”
“甘麻煩嘎...唔捐咯...”

霎那間,我真的很想掐死發明這種籌款方法的人。


美眉!美眉!
我的瞳孔在我意識到之前放大了好幾倍,
腳在大腦控制以外地樂奔到美女的面前:
"I am from XXX society, .... you see the animal is treated very cruely, we are having a protest, at the same time raising fund to have this project on-going... you see, I am not pushing you to donate, but is to raise awareness......."
" You are raising fund? have you acknowledge and seek approval from NCSS? What is your period of collection? Event types? can I have a check on your pass?"

NCSS!!!? 蝦米來滴?
驚愕,失措。
我立刻意識到眼前這位不是美女,而是死神。
拔腿就跑。
“Hey! don't run! I am calling Police!”
屁啦!不跑的那個就有問題。
被追了九條街,
我真的懷疑那位美眉大概是以前NUS的田徑校隊,穿著套裙居然可以追那么遠。
不過我總算擺脫了。

這時候我眼前卻多了一個孤獨的小女孩。
在那里一臉無助的樣子,一定是和媽媽失散了。
我知道我必須幫助她,回到媽媽那里
“Hi, what is your name? where you stay? where is your mom?"
她沒有說話。
“you ok?"
"Mummy says don't talk to stranger."
一下子我真的不知道怎么辦。
"妹妹乖,Uncle帶你看金魚好不好?”
還是沒有回答。

我意識到這個時代,看金魚似乎過時了。
"妹妹乖,Uncle帶你看DVD好不好?”
"妹妹乖,Uncle帶你看NDS好不好?”
"妹妹乖,Uncle帶你看Angels and Demons好不好?”
"妹妹乖,Uncle帶你睇樓(看房子)好不好?”
"妹妹乖,Uncle帶你看I-phone 3G-S 好不好?”

終于,她的眼神這個時候有了反應。
"Mommy!"
"Oh honey~you make mummy worry sick! where have you been? who is this?"
“Uncle say bring me to watch Angels and Demons..."
說時遲那時快,身邊不知道幾時多了兩位警察叔叔。
“Sorry mister, we need abit of your co-operation...please come along with us.”
不是!不是啊!我真的不是金魚佬!我只是客串的!
啊~~~~~


Angels and Demons : A new Strategy of Kidnappers?
Published: 9 Jun 2009 1801 hrs

A 23-year-old freshgraduate had just been arrested this afternoon, while he trying to kidnap a 4-year-old girl, inviting her to watch "Angels and Demons". "It was just so lucky we reached just on time, any minute late who knows how it would ended up?" The police officer who is in charge said.

The economic crisis had caused an increase on unemployment, however it had been better compare to while it was just started. However this incident was unexpected from a trustworthy freshgraduated engineer. "The market is restoring, however we still should treat it more carefully" a well-known economist commented on this case.

This once remind us the quote that "Low Crime,not Equals to No Crime". Parents have to be more aware of children safety.

==========本故事純屬虛構,如有雷同,實屬社會之不幸==========

2009/06/08

畢業=失業癥候群

每逢有人畢業,我們都祝彼此“前程似錦”
用在今年似乎不太管用。大家都好像潛意識里唸著 畢業=失業
最近見到人,大家嘅問候語都是:“你搵到工未啊?”
換著舊年,大家嘅問候語就系:“你租個單位幾錢一個月哇?”
向前搬返去前年吖,偏偏系:“你搵幾錢一個月啊?”
似乎每年情況雖然一樣,但系到底會有啲唔同。

當然好在A(H1N1)前排就證實致命率唔高,
唔系嘅話恐怕近排嘅問候語就系:
“你今日測咗體溫未啊?”
“你個N95都幾Stylo wor~邊署買嘎?”
“你從外國返黎?甘大整蠱?你隔離咗自己未啊?咪亂甘出街喔...”
你洗咗手未啊?咪玷我啊,dub你嘎...”

終于明白點解人需要工作。
明顯啲嘅,實際啲嘅:食宿,家用,消費...
但更攞命嘅系你會僅有甘體會到24小時系有幾長。
光陰似箭一下唔apply咗,變開房間踎一日長過人間十年...正所謂度日如年啊。
你終于明白啲情侶一日不見如隔三秋係咩感覺啊...
長到你日日孵住MSN,孵住Facebook,睇下邊個可以陪你傾計。
但系偏偏就個個都鬼甘忙。
你就會意識到并對自己講:你呢個社會嘅人渣敗類,寄生蟲,拆白黨 (喂,拆白黨就離譜咗啲咯)
無建樹,蹉跎歲月,浪費光陰...
你厚顏唔厚顏吖你....
唔該你自我提升下,搵份Part time,再唔系就培養啲興趣,讀啲書...
甘樣先系一個有抱負,有作為,有思想嘅年輕人...

我曾經話過長期唔發拗抖,人系會發茂,發臭,發神經,發霉,發牢騷,發姣,發ti tang,發long lai...
點不知原來家下有甘多時間發拗抖。
但系偏偏就有另外一種癥狀:
沖動,絕望,自卑,消極,無聊,煩躁,失眠,心跳加速,無精神寄托,精神分裂,以為電話響

沖動: 涌上去Jobstreet,見到有job無論系么都按apply。
絕望:無嘅啦~無嘅啦,我嘅人生就系一個失敗。
自卑:屎我系一坨屎~命比蟻仲賤~
消極:搵么搵~邊度有人要我啊。
無聊:“有個老細跌下黎 跌下黎 跌下黎 , 快點有個老細跌下黎 出糧俾我~”
煩躁:妖~唔搵啦,搵鬼搵馬咩....
失眠:我無睡眠啊~我失睡眠~傷心痛心眼淚流~
心跳加速:bum、bumbum、bumbumbum、bumbumbumbumbumbumbumumumum...由于太快,已經變成穩流....
無精神寄托:我從邊度黎,要到邊度去?
精神分裂:老細,你請我喇~好,一個月幾廿蚊,無假期無福利無加薪無糧出即日返工,做唔做?~多謝老細~多謝老細~
以為電話響:呢個唔駛解釋喇係嘛?

我求其甘列出以上癥狀喇,但其實并不止甘多,癥狀仲會因人有些少唔同,
A(H1N1)都未必曉發燒喇...
所以各位看官們就咪以為少咗以上邊項自己就安全。
系講住甘多先喇,我仲要去開會...準備埋公司下個月幾十萬嘅Project Proposal...

2009/06/05

網路癥候群

緊急新聞播報:世衛于今日下午8時30分發現一種有效經過網路并又人傳人傳播嘅新病毒,名為郁悶1號。新病毒能夠透過多種網路途徑傳播,包括MSN,Facebook,以及blogspot。目前未有任何死亡數據,但不排除病毒將快速突變嘅可能性,但警告國際警戒隨時宣布為7級以便切斷一切網路,電視,電話,電臺等連接,于此同時希望大家盡量避免使用以上媒介,并勤于維持個人衛生。

以下是郁悶一號的得病跡象:
1) 突然感到郁悶
2)會上FB到處看看別人的Newsfeed
3)會看MSN list上每個人的Status Msg
4)會被某無聊信息炸到一下...

Single Room, Double Room and Master Bed Room

[05.21am] 靚仔無本心 said: wahsei, you wake up super early wor~or sleep super *early? */hehe
[05.22am] hoo_am_i said: sleep super *early, typical NUS hostel student.
[05.23am] 靚仔無本心 said: LoL
[05.23am] 靚仔無本心 said: why not sleep yet? finding your 有錢太太? */bleh
[05.24am] hoo_am_i said: =.= wth, looking at rental price.
[05.25am] 靚仔無本心 said: o.O finally ganyuan find house d.
[05.26am] hoo_am_i said: see how lo. jialat.
[05.27am] 靚仔無本心 said: WHY--SO--JIA-LAT~
[05.28am] hoo_am_i said: rental distribution
[05.29am] 靚仔無本心 said: huh? easy mah, just divide by 6 la.
[05.30am] hoo_am_i said: not really, there is something call Master Bed Room.
[05.30am] 靚仔無本心 said: somehow it makes me think of "masturbate room"
[05.31am] 靚仔無本心 said: why make life so difficult, man? steady la.
[05.35am] hoo_am_i said: =.= dirty minds...Well, take it as a PGP type A room without aircon,PGP type C room, and a OKR double room. When you look at this like that, then it is not simple. Some may think that "why I am paying a same rental as the one who staying type A? 不平衡。
[05.36am] 靚仔無本心 said: OK, never tot of tht.
[05.37am] hoo_am_i said: yeah, thanks to an invention called attached bath room.
[05.38am] 靚仔無本心 said: then easy la, the one take the master bed room just pay more lo.
[05.39am] hoo_am_i said: yup. this is a critical point, by how many?
[05.40am] 靚仔無本心 said: place bigger, attached bath room also, take as $2000, thn 500,500,1000 lo.
[05.44am] hoo_am_i said: ya. think it is how it goes in the market. master bed room is precious, especially to couples, they need privacy among them, then the wife after bathing can just naked and have her leg first come out, hanging at the door there, and yell: "Yoohooo~DARLING~ I am com~ing" ~ then only wear her sexy lingeries, then after they done can just go the toilet to wash up.
[05.45am] 靚仔無本心 said: you sounds like you very experiece~ */hehe
[05.46am] hoo_am_i said: =.= darn it. but when it come to us fresh grad, this become 燙手山芋, 人人都巴不得把它即手丟得越遠越好。
[05.47am] 靚仔無本心 said: why ler?
[05.48am] hoo_am_i said: to save cost, you are expected to pay more as you enjoying the "bigger space" and "attached bath room" what.
[05.49am] 靚仔無本心 said: don't get it....
[05.54am] hoo_am_i said: well, somehow most will find the extra space is not really needed. and do you think a guy like me really enjoying getting naked and go out the bathroom shouting "yo~man, look at my body~ shaking shaking~" then wear some kind of sexy pyjamas? and thanks to culture, the master bedroom always exist. So someone suck thumb have to take it. you get what I meant?
[05.56am] hoo_am_i said: and according to your ratio, imagine I stay with another guy in the master bed room, and another guy there stay a single room, what makes you think I am willing to take the master bed room and need to share with another while I can pay the same amount to have my own space? and how much bigger is a master bed room?
[05.57am] 靚仔無本心 said: woops...but this have to look at the room first wor.
[05.58am] 靚仔無本心 said: then higher lo, 600,600,800
[06.00am] hoo_am_i said: sounds like it. but then how about when a room is single, a master double bed room, and a double room?
[06.01am] 靚仔無本心 said: 300,300,400,400,600 lo.
[06.02am] hoo_am_i said: wrong.
[06.03am] 靚仔無本心 said: har...why?
[06.07am] hoo_am_i said: take it as hall, single room is $75, double room is $50. instead of a double from double room. Some more as just now I mentioned, couples are able to take the master bed room at $1000, and a single room is able to make it at $500, what makes you think someone willing to pay that extra 100 bucks?
[06.08am] 靚仔無本心 said: faint, then all stay with couples LoL
[06.09am] hoo_am_i said: cool, you mentioned it, is the joy to live with friends, somemore you freely access to the pantry, etc.
[06.10am] 靚仔無本心 said: So, settled?
[06.11am] hoo_am_i said: I duno, see how lo. normally people tend to put the master bed room for girls, then share the cost, as it makes everyone more convenient too.
[06.12am] 靚仔無本心 said: har, why again?
[06.13am] hoo_am_i said: well, may be we had been using common bathroom too long, everyone used to change clothes in bathroom, but don't you think girls need shorter distance to bathroom still? and is also more ok that they use more space? So, it will harder to question it at least. and no more weightage to this attached-bathroom invention.
[06.14am] 靚仔無本心 said: complicated....
[06.15am] hoo_am_i said: yeah, and this haven't account to those how is the housing location to working place, room condition, how is the view of the window, how is the size compare this room to that room, furniture, and so and so whatever you can think of in the world.
[06.16am] 靚仔無本心 said: got so jialat mah~
[06.17am] hoo_am_i said: when you don't care, NO; when you care, YES.
[06.17am] hoo_am_i said: In fact real estate is really a complicated issue.
[06.17am] hoo_am_i said: Just make sure that these won't be one of the points go into arguement when quarreling with housamates, then 恭喜发财、六国大封相, 两个字:盏搞。
[06.18am] 靚仔無本心 said: T.T
[06.18am] 靚仔無本心 said: wah! xiao liao la! 6am d! shit, talk to you too long, I go sleep now.
[06.19am] hoo_am_i said: cheh, you also sleep so *early sia...
[06.19am] 靚仔無本心 said: typical NUS hostel student. LoL
[06.19am] hoo_am_i said: Nocturnal Animal...

This is a Period of Uncertainties

This is a Period of Uncertainties.

駐扎在新加坡。主要有兩件事:
找工和找房子。

工作是預料中的難找,當然已經比兩三個月前好得太多。
至少我們這群留學生中終于有人Interview,
當然還剩下我這種連三流都不是的文憑。
打開JobsDB, Jobstreet, Bright Minds,
各種網上途徑的工作介紹所,
Fresh Entry, Exclude掉那些Only Singaporean/PRs needs apply
我還要比人多Exclude一個Good Degree.
已經不耐煩的時候,會不惜一切地無視這些條款,
甚至連Diploma的飯碗也想搶,心想著連一個Diploma都比我吃香。

當然許多人會說,其實出來工作以后,大學文憑恐怕不是主要因素了;
但我認為那些都是上了岸之后說的話,工作了幾年后,有了Portfolio,有了強硬的Resume
自然更有力地去強調自己的能力;
更何況是心理打算要繼續維持以Mechanical Engineer為身份的Pass Degree?
潑一桶冷水的話:“算了吧,你根本就入錯行了”
在剛出來,又遇上經濟風暴的這個當兒,機會比別人少,是完全感覺得到的。
這是拿同樣身為留學生的一群來比較。

甚至發現自己并沒有在Minister的PR invitation之中。
我不發一言。

不想氣餒。因為這個時期更加不能容許自己打擊自己。

有時候會想,為什么一些別人走著的途徑,自己卻想也沒有想過:
繼續升學? Master in Science? 算了吧,那有Pass Degree的獎學金,也看不到想要繼續研究的課題。
但在找工的當兒,卻發現,如果不要局限于Syllabus,其實自己還是有繼續研究一些課程里不完整的知識的趨向。
總覺得學校的課程太散,至少現在對Finite Element Method,Meshing, ratio, jacobian check,甚至還是認為一部分的Analysis的loading condition根本不符合現實。 還是不會做Large Deformation。不夠。不夠,我準備好了嗎?也許這個就是Pass Degree的程度。 不是很喜歡說不應該這樣來區分,有種因為自己不入流,才去批評這個制度根本是不近人情的感覺。 也更因為自己在中學的時候也曾是那種在高處俯瞰著別人的角度。隨著大學課程,漸漸有種眼高手低的感覺:這題其實很容易。這張考卷沒什么特別。當別人都在罵著考卷出得特別難的時候,我就念著:“有嗎?” 但其實這些在埋怨考卷太難,斤斤計較自己錯了那里的人,其實都比我還要高分。也想過大概自己真的選錯了科系,但是卻還是很喜歡。那也許是一個憧憬:想要自己有能力制造出一輛車的感覺,感激著以這樣的水平得到了創造夢想的機會,而我也恰恰,完成了目的,然后以最低的姿態畢業。沒有多余的事情。

下一個夢想是什么呢?

懷疑著自己已經走到了能追隨夢想的盡頭。已經夠了吧?想要更多的時間去思考,覺得能夠到處去的工作很好,覺得有hands-on的更好,要learning opportunities,Mechanical Design,希望是一個1-2年的long term project。能勝任嗎?猶豫了。有這樣什么都有的工作嗎?似乎有點稀少。曾幾何時老人家們都說,大學生們太撿窄了。我似乎還更要多上一份任性 -- 都什么時世了。

人到了畢業的時候,就會突然發現原來家里很窮。 一下子發現之前說的什么,經濟上沒有問題,專心念書;回望一下其實不是那樣的,一下子連出席畢業典禮時的交通費上的差異也要被討論。這份薪水是迫切的,被需要著。老人家也似乎在探討著我回國發展的可能,畢竟家里只有兩個兒女。回望上一代不善處理的結果,最后變成一種殘局。再對比現在每個人的議程上的沖突 -- 那一切不是沒有理由的。這些都不是以前不知道,只是當時是懷著:念完,畢業,就可以解決這一切,現在先別想。姐姐交代了許多事情,也把這些問題融入了打算之中,不放心地問:“會和你的打算沖突嗎?”, 我說:“現在談這個太早了,先找到工再看能不能行吧。” 況且,在已存在的限制之中,用僅以有限的條件和資源建立自己想要的,是工程師的必要認知。

================================

還要找房子。大家一樣的存在著工作的問題的時候,房子被圍了個團團轉:現在找房子,以后工作地點偏遠,怎么辦? 有些人忐忑著,是否還會留在新加坡,有些考慮著升學。一切不確定之下,又還是想到能和朋友們一起生活的日子。大家似乎不斷地玩著大風吹游戲。今天誰決定搬出去,明天誰不住了,談不妥只好散了。然后又找過:

Easy Come Easy Go;今日夾份;聽日Say No

沒有人是壞人。只是大家彼此一樣的,被一堆財務,地點,時間,性格牽扯著,那些從前可以大聲說沒關系的事情,必須面對現實了--到了無法支撐的時候,問題是關鍵的。不想把關系搞糟,也許揮揮手道別,以后可能還可以見面談天喝啤酒。大家都明白,會寧愿先把臭臉放在前頭。而像我這樣不識時務的,就會連這一點也要說破。

怎么都說得那么消極的。還滿心期待著從那個監獄里逃出來的一片春天的。希望在明天啊! =)

積極。
升官,發財,討老婆。

2009/06/04

宅男的MSN message history

[9.30pm] 靚仔無本心 said: Ahoi~
[9.45pm] 靚仔無本心 said: 你死鬼咗啊?
靚仔無本心 just sent you a nudge.
[10.02pm] hoo_am_i said: Sry sry...FB-ing
[10.03pm] 靚仔無本心 said: 整天Facebook ,你不悶的meh...我的Newsfeed都要被你的quiz results炸爆了咯
[10.05pm] hoo_am_i said: =.= bejeweled blitz-ing, nearly 10k, thx to your nudge...
[10.06pm] 靚仔無本心 said: Ok lo...FB FB FB...no need find job lo...
[10.07pm] hoo_am_i said: you yourself also keep pet society... @@
[10.08pm] 靚仔無本心 said: let you zadao */fell got interview liao mah?
[10.08pm] hoo_am_i said: no......... */cry
[10.08pm] hoo_am_i said: nvm, zuiduo I go 10th floor wash toilet...
[10.09pm] 靚仔無本心 said: 你看你啦,一點大志都沒有..只會FB
[10.11pm] hoo_am_i said: 你夠每天都Send Resume,你有 Interview meh...*/meh
[10.12pm] 靚仔無本心 said: =.=||| 至少我有大志。
[10.13pm] hoo_am_i said: 什么大志?
[10.14pm] 靚仔無本心 said: 上聯-行街食飯睇戲撩女仔 下聯-升官發財娶妻包二奶 橫批-我的志愿
[10.15pm] hoo_am_i said: 無言...*/nga
[10.16pm] 靚仔無本心 said: Then what you doing?
[10.17pm] hoo_am_i said: FB, blogging,MSN,find house,find job lo...what else you expect? T.T
[10.18pm] 靚仔無本心 said: No ppl call you up meh?
[10.18pm] hoo_am_i said: got...Financial Planning Advisor, my mom...
[10.19pm] 靚仔無本心 said: bish...who refer you? ha
[10.20pm] hoo_am_i said: Spy lo, he msg me while I still in msia.
[10.20pm] 靚仔無本心 said: LoL
[10.21pm] 靚仔無本心 said: no doing your FYP2 liao meh?
[10.22pm] hoo_am_i said: what FYP2? FYP results out liao mah
[10.22pm] 靚仔無本心 said: Find Your Partner. */bleh
[10.30pm] hoo_am_i said: nope, no money, no time, no cap, no target...
[10.31pm] hoo_am_i said: */haiz ...沒工作,沒女朋友,my 4 year university life is a failure...找個有錢太太當小白臉算了...
[10.31pm] 靚仔無本心 said: 有錢太太... high level */sweat
[10.33pm] 靚仔無本心 said: cannot like that one, you must open up your heart, job aso like that, girl also like that... this kind of things arr, must practice one you know?
[10.33pm] hoo_am_i said: =.+|||
[10.34pm] 靚仔無本心 said: yalal, even you don't like the job, can practice interview sia, else you can't perform well one, later nervous. Girls even more, must be brave one, go approach yourself, you think so easy to maintain a relationship?
[10.35pm] hoo_am_i said: no link, =.=
[10.36pm] 靚仔無本心 said: juz try, trust me. ask her out.
[10.37pm] hoo_am_i said: 都講沒有交集咯...
[10.38pm] 靚仔無本心 said: 還test不到你,剛才講沒有wor...
[10.39pm] hoo_am_i said: OKOKOKOK...fine, tell you what I will do, I set a event, thn ask her to R.S.V.P, fine?
[10.40pm] 靚仔無本心 said: Walau, zadao, how come I never tought of this way sia...pandai betul...
[10.41pm] hoo_am_i said: */shine
[11.30pm] hoo_am_i said: !!!! she responsed =.=
[11.31pm] 靚仔無本心 said: how is it? attending? not attending?
[11.31pm] hoo_am_i said: may be attending */cry
[11.32pm] 靚仔無本心 said: LROTF!